Maelyn's NEWBORNS

I am in love with these pictures and the little people in them! Besides the anticipation of having a little girl the next most exciting thing to me was preparing for her newborn pictures... (I LOVE PICTURES!) I don't think people really understand HOW excited I was to finally have my little girl. I SO love my boys but finally getting to do everything girly there was no holding back. I had her little romper, headband, and bracelet months before she was born! With Kara being our photographer again she came to our house one afternoon and just set up everything right in our family room. It was so convenient and Maelyn slept like an angel the entire time...even through outfit changes! Just wished we could have gotten some pictures with her eyes open, but this was just the beginning of us seeing her love for sleep.

Every 6 months...

I am so behind in my pictures, but I am finally making time to make these a priority!

Back in November, I took the boys in for another dental check up. I am super strict about making sure my kids start young and go every 6 months. Jackson is a pro and LOVES going to the dentist. This visit was Andersen's second visit ever to the dentist. Thank goodness it was nothing like the first time. I was nervous about it so I spent the two weeks before talking about how we were going and if he was going to be a big boy. Sure enough, something must of sparked some excitement (or 6 months of maturity) because he did AWESOME! He even let the assistant take x-rays. Both boys had good check ups and no cavities. We did find out Jackson's upper 1st molars are erupting ectopically but it shouldn't be too big of a deal.. (I love working for a good orthodontist). Dr. Tew said Jackson could be losing teeth any day so that got him wiggling some teeth in hopes the tooth fairy would come sooner. Something fun to look forward to until the next check up that's for sure!

Another Honor Bee

 I have started my 4th year as our wards Young Women President and this is the first year that we've had 2 of our girls get their medallions! Us leaders were so proud. Every year our Stake Leaders do a special recognition night where every girl and leader that has earned an award gets to come to a dinner and program and receives a special present for all our hard work. This year Lizzie (in the middle of picture, I've been her teacher/leader since she was in Primary!) earned her medallion as a Mia Maid. Marissa Howard earned hers as well but couldn't make it to the dinner. As leaders, Nikki earned her first Honor Bee while Hollie and I earned our second bees. I love the Young Women program! It truly is an inspired program to help us all (even leaders) continually progress personally and strengthen our testimonies. Since I don't see a release in the near future, I am thinking of working on my second medallion (or at least another honor bee!). Wish me luck!

Stache-tober

 

Nate and a few guys from Nate's work had a competition known as "Stache-Tober". This is the "AFTER" picture of Nate's month long of growing out his beard only to see who could shave the best "stache". Nate was the big winner of office bragging rights. So proud! Just glad it came off that same day for family pictures.

Halloween is so much more fun with Jacks in school. It gives us another reason to get the kids dressed up in their costumes rather than just for trick or treating. I am thinking my kiddos looked pretty dang cute this year all dressed up. The boys were so excited for their superhero costumes and thank goodness my Grandma was able to alter Maelyn's skirt or she would have had nothing to wear. Our neighbor gave her this cute Halloween outfit but with her in Newborn clothes STILL the 3 month size was drowning her only by 5 inches in the waist.

  To start our day we stopped at Jackson's kindergarten parade. Nate left work for a bit to meet us there. After the kids paraded through the gym to model their costumes they performed their "thriller" dance they have been learning so far this year. It was SO cute! I have never seen Jack's do a choreographed dance like this and I loved every second of it. Of course with Jackson being the tallest in the grade he was in the very back but we still got some good shots of him shaking it.

After Jackson's school activities, we came home for some lunch and then ran a few errands (see previous post about getting Maelyn's SSN) before it was time to go to Nate's work trick or treat. We got there at 3 and stayed for a good hour and half. The boys left with a huge grocery sack of candy!! and were so excited about it too! Then just a few hours later and after dinner it was my turn to take the kiddos trick or treating. We made a quick round of our neighbors and then followed Jackson's buddy Will over to his side of the neighborhood to do some more. Andersen wasn't too excited at that point, so we finished a few friends houses and came back home.

I think we lasted maybe an hour. Jack's was ready for more but Andersen did pretty good I think for being 3. Check out all their candy! In years past I have usually taken their candy away from them but this year I let them have free reins to it all. I figured the faster it was gone the better. They played with it all day and at night conveniently hung it up on their dresser knobs. It was probably 3 days later that Andersen had unwrapped every piece of candy he had and would leave it on the floor. Eventually I got sick of cleaning up smarties and dots off my floor that I gave him one more chance to pick it up (granted his candy had been totally picked through) or I was going to throw it away. Those are hard moments as a Mom to follow through but I picked it all up and tossed it out. I think I was more sad than Andersen was. He didn't care one bit and hasn't mentioned it since! Jacks on the other hand still has a bag full that will probably get thrown away due to it being old.

Sad to think Halloween came and went so fast because I was preoccupied with Maelyn being just a few weeks old. We had lots of fun though and we can't wait for more fun that comes with the Holidays.

Carving Pumpkins

This was a first for our family! Nate and I haven't carved pumpkins since we were younger and we forgot how long carving took, but it was worth it for the kids. With Nate having school Monday nights and Halloween on a Wednesday that left us carving them on Sunday night. As soon as we got done with dinner the boys went to the porch to grab their pumpkins to start carving and we instantly had tears before we even started. Just earlier in the day we noticed someone had gone through our neighborhood and smashed pumpkins on the road during the night. Little did we know we were one of the victims until Andersen's pumpkin was missing! Thank goodness for a quick FB shout out for an extra pumpkin and nice neighbors that were willing to share a pumpkin with a sad 3 year old. Within just minutes we were back to our carving plans. I opened up the pumpkins and cleaned them out the best I could and traced the faces on the pumpkins. I then carved Andersen's pumpkin while Nate carved Jackson's. The boys were so grossed out by the pumpkin innards... so was I, but I guess someone had to do it! After 30 minutes the boys were sick of waiting so that left Nate and I to finish. Eventually we were done and the boys got to do the traditional porch picture for the first time next to their carved pumpkins. Good thing we picked easy patterns or these boys would have had to wait FOREVER for their pumpkins!

Pumpkin Patch

I love this time of year! Even though it starts getting colder and the days get shorter, there is something so fun about all the holidays. Fun traditions and good family time. The Pumpkin Patch has become a family favorite. Jackson LOVES going every year to pick out pumpkins and this year Andersen enjoyed it more too! We tried a different "patch" this year and we definitely will go back. They had a couple goats the kids could feed, a huge pile of hay to climb on and of course the traditional tractors. We even took Maelyn for her first time. Because the sun sets so soon, me and the kids headed over first and Nate met us there right after work. We took maybe 10 minutes to pick out pumpkins and the rest of the time was spent watching the boys climb up and down the haystack until the sun set. Andersen loved it as much as Jackson until he got a stash of hay in his pants. He spent the rest of the night with his hands in his pants itching away. Maelyn just slept right through it all!

Where'd my baby go?

I snagged this picture the other day while Jackson and I were laying in my bed. His foot was right next to mine and I couldn't believe the difference is size was only the length of my big toe. Having a newborn around again and then seeing Jackson next to her, I just can't believe how fast the time has gone. I always tell myself the days are long but the years are short so try to enjoy the little things. I can't believe the little boy that made me a mommy for the first time is already 5 1/2 years old! 

A little update on Jackson... He survived, or maybe I should say I survived, his first off track break for kindergarten. Not sure if it was the new addition and change with sister being in our family now or just pure boredom, but it was a long 3 weeks. All Jack's wanted to do was go to school and once it was time to go back it was a rough first week getting back on schedule. We had our first parent/teacher conferences. So far Jack's is doing great in school. He got great scores all around but needs some added help with reading. He is about to start his first season of Jr. Jazz and he is so proud that he's finally old enough to play! He has already had his long list of Christmas wish items and we had to make a Christmas countdown already because the boys are beyond excited. Jack's is obsessed with his guns and Legos and loves to be Mr. Independent by brushing his own teeth, making his own PB&J sandwich, and walking to and from school with his friends...if I let him!

She's OFFICIAL!!

Only 6 weeks later is Maelyn finally officially named. When Maelyn was born, Nate and I left for the hospital with no names discussed. I had a few I liked, including Maelyn, but Nate never wanted to play the name game with me. This wasn't a big shocker for me because it was the same story with the boys too. With the boys it still took us a couple days but we never left the hospital without naming them. Maelyn on the other hand was a different story. Once she was born I instantly wanted to name her Maelyn. I have always loved this name. I had an advisor at Weber State name her little girl that and loved it and it had stuck with me all these years later especially because I hadn't heard it since. Nate on the other hand had a list of a couple names (Kendyl and Taylor) he liked because he felt like our little girl didn't look like a Maelyn. After taking every last minute of our hospital time we could and after talking with the medical records specialist, we left the hospital without naming our baby because we were told we had 10 days before we had to go through the state vital records to name her. For all ten days at home Maelyn was called baby girl or sister! Nate and I just couldn't agree. I REALLY wanted to name her Maelyn and he didn't. We both were being stubborn and staying strong to our names. It took me begging for it on day ten that Nate finally gave in and let me have the name I wanted. Originally I had wanted to spell it Maelynne after my sister, but Nate didn't like the spelling because it made people pronounce it different than what we wanted. So we agreed on the name if Nate could change the spelling. I quickly agreed to that deal and even offered to let him pick the middle name. I waited all day to get her middle name and spelling which ended up being Maelyn Grace. At first I wasn't too excited about this middle name. I like middle names to have some family meaning, but Nate did some searching and liked Grace because of how it sounded with Maelyn and the meaning of it "Simple elegance". Once I had the final name I called the hospital to pass it along for our paperwork. Sure enough, she had mailed it out a day earlier than expected and we were out of luck! Now I had to work with vital records...ugh! Now Maelyn is 3 weeks old and I have to make my trip downtown to Vital Records to request her birth certificate. Little did I know I needed Nate there too. I started the paperwork and had to bring it home to have Nate sign it with a notary. Next step was mailing it back to them.  Surprisingly a week later her corrected birth certificate came in the mail. With having a birth certificate that said her name rather than "baby girl rothe" I could go to the Social Security office for her SSN. On Halloween, before going to Nate's work trick or treat, I figured I would stop and the Social Security office thinking it wouldn't be very busy because of the holiday. Good call on my part! I walked right in and they immediately helped me. I was in and out with her SSN request within just 20 minutes or less. Now it was the waiting game. On Maelyn's 6 week birthday I got her SSN and she was official! Even though all this work and run around was worth it because I got to name my baby girl the name I really wanted, I don't think I would ever suggest leaving the hospital without naming your baby first! After all this work, lets just hope our baby girl likes her name when she is older!

It's Snow Time!

(I am skipping ahead of all my other posts for this one)

 Only in Utah does it go from low 70's at the beginning of the week to 6+ inches of snow at the end of the week. With all this snow, as the parent I see long days inside or a dozen times getting dressed and undressed with wet and dirty floors from the snow tracked in. Jackson and Andersen on the other hand see a whole new adventure. Jacks's was begging to play in the snow all day yesterday. Thank goodness Cannon and Will invited him over to play. He was the happiest. The only other thing Jack's wanted to do was have a snow ball fight with Nate. So this morning the 3 boys got all geared up and satisfied Jackson's craving. After their snowball fight, they made their first snowman named "snowy". After "snowy" was built Jackson came inside for stuff for his face. He only asked for a carrot. I asked what he was doing for eyes and a mouth? Jacks told me they were just using rocks for the rest. Then I suggested he use two Oreo's for the eyes and licorice for the mouth. He thought I was crazy. After the tantrum as Nate was putting on the licorice smile, Jack's said "Don't waste the treats!". Of course, waste the carrot but heaven forbid we use any of the junk! Later they moved to the backyard to jump on the tramp and the traditional snow angels. Not sure if I am ready for the 6 months of cold winter usually brings around here, but for now it is getting me in the Christmas spirit so I will enjoy the white stuff for now!

Our Special Visitor

Just a couple weeks after Maelyn was born I got a text from my sister Lynne asking if she could come visit. I was so excited!! This is who Maelyn is kind of named after (Another story for another post coming soon). She knows her and her family are ALWAYS welcome but when flying from Minnesota I get that you want to make sure we will be around before you jump on a plane. She got in on a Thursday night and left the following Monday morning bright and early. It was a few short days visiting but it was nice to just get some one on one time with my sister and my family without all the other distractions she would have had to do if her kids were with her. I am not the only one that enjoyed Lynne's company. My kids got spoiled by all their one on one time with her too. She got drawing /coloring lessons from Jackson, read probably every book we have to Andersen, and hours (and even a night time feeding) of cuddle time with Maelyn. Anyone that knows my sister knows she is the most giving and selfless person you will ever meet. She is always thinking of others before herself and never once complains about it. A HUGE thanks to her husband Mike for taking one for the team while Lynne was away from the house because we LOVED having her here and that she got to meet Maelyn. Too bad it went by too fast! Hope we get to see you sooner than next Thanksgiving!

Maelyn {1 Month}

 I can't believe this little lady is already one month old! The time has gone so fast... or maybe it just seems like that due to the lack of sleep. Just like any other  newborn you forget how much you get woken up in the middle of the night but its definitely worth the early morning snuggles I get with her. This picture isn't the best quality because it was taken with my phone but this is one of my favorite pictures of Maelyn so far. She just looks so sweet and calm to me. It was right after her bath with the smell of baby lotion and fresh jammies. Nothing sweeter I think! I love how she is holding her hands too. Man she has already stolen our hearts, can you tell? Especially Andersen. That brother of hers can't get enough. I always catch him cuddled up next to her either kissing her or rubbing noses with her. Jackson on the other hand isn't involved as much. Even though he's not cuddling her all the time like Andersen, he is always the first one to say hi, goodbye, goodnight and good morning to her and its always followed by a kiss. A couple things Maelyn is loving is her baths, her binky and blankies from Grandma Kay, and any fingers she can find to replace the binky that keeps falling out of her mouth. She is getting much better at keeping the binky in on her own but we still catch it smashed to her cheeks every once in awhile. She still sleeps with her mouth wide open and she has officially broken us in... I celebrated her 1 month with her first blow out! Maelyn is STILL wearing her newborn clothes which is crazy to me because her brothers wore newborn clothes for 2 days! Lets hope she starts filling out soon so she can wear some of her other new clothes.

This cutie just turned 3! On October 11th (Andersen finally knows his birthday and its the cutest when he says it!) Andersen turned 3! He has been looking forward to this day for a while now and has had a mental countdown for days. Andersen kept asking how many more sleeps until his birthday. Finally Andersen's birthday was here and we had "no more sleeps" and he was so excited. To celebrate I started with a friend party during the day while Nate was at work. We tossed around a bunch of ideas but a Halloween party was the final decision. We have so many kids his age in our neighborhood so I let Andersen invite a few over to play in their Halloween costumes. Jaden Christiansen, Josh Jenkins, Parker Christensen and Bronco Osness were his special guests. We played a couple games including pin the smile on the pumkin (Thanks to Josh's mom!) and read some fun Halloween books. The kids had mummy hotdogs for lunch and spider cup cakes for dessert. Later was Andersen's favorite... PRESENTS!

After his friends went home, Andersen had a quick quiet time and then he was back celebrating. Nana came to pick him up around 4:30 for their date. They went to Target and of course he got spoiled. Some of his many presents he picked out were a "Cars... Mac tow truck", Lightning McQueen stuffed car, some electronic spiders, new shoes and socks, and I am sure I missed a few more things. 

After their date, Nate and I and the other two kids met them at Chili's for some dinner. Andersen didn't want the workers to come sing to him but they did anyways and Jack's was very appreciative of the free treat! When we were done with dinner we came back home to open presents and do Andersen's birthday cake. Once we got "Grandma and Grandpa Colorado" on Skype it was go time on all his other presents from us. He got a soccer ball and cones, some coloring stuff, some small Lego sets and his favorite (and Jack's too) 3 super hero action figures... He got Hulk, Captain America, and Spider-Man. Another favorite of his was his $$ from his grandparents in Colorado. This boy loves his money so he was so excited as you can tell from the picture. We were all so full from dinner still so after presents we sang Happy Birthday to him so he could blow out his candles on his cake, but no one was even interested in eating it. I think Andersen was the only one that had a piece and that didn't happen until the next day and the rest got thrown away. I think by his smile in this last picture of the night with Nate and I tells me he had a fun day celebrating so that is all that matters to me. Happy Birthday little booger! You have brought so much fun into our family by your silly personality these past 3 years. We love you like crazy!

First Smiles

I don't remember my boys being so smiley, but Maelyn is always flashing this cute little grin at us. Maelyn started smiling at us just after being a few days old but she was 3 weeks old in this picture. They come and go so quickly so this was the first one I could capture on camera. Nothing better than your child recognizing your face and voice!

Maelyn's 2 weeks

I know its only been a few weeks with this little lady in our home but it seems like she's been here forever. Her first two weeks were spent pretty much sleeping away her time in between all our guests coming to meet her. One of our favorite guests was Grandpa Dave. He came to visit us the Sunday after Maelyn was born. It was a short visit, but we take whatever time we can get. My favorite part of newborns is catching them in all their silly sleeping positions. Her first two weeks we also had our first outing with just me and the 3 kids. We made a trip to Dr. Boud's office for Maelyn's 2 week check up. She had a great check up weighing in at 6lbs 3oz (Just an ounce bigger than birth weight) and 20 1/2 inches long (1/2 inch longer than birth). It is definitely an adjustment having such a tiny baby but she is SO much fun.. now if we can only find some clothes that fit this little noodle.

Midas Creek Fun Run

Just weeks before I delivered Maelyn, Jackson's school was doing a fun run for a school fundraiser. Jackson was dying to go (thanks to the teachers good announcements) so after dinner I took the boys over to the school. They were so excited! They were the 3rd group so we had to wait 45 minutes or so, but eventually it was warm-up time and then time to run. I wasn't sure how the boys would do but I just told Andersen to stay by Jackson. The horn blew and they were off! Andersen made it around one lap before he lost Jackson and wanted to be done. He came and hung out with me as we cheered Jackson on for his other 3 laps. I was so proud of Jacks. He ran all 4 laps only taking a few breaks here and there to walk. After the running part was over, Disney Radio was doing a raffle drawing for each running group. Jackson happened to be one of the lucky winners scoring a fun Halloween mix on CD. We have spent the last few weeks listening to his CD and now the boys love Halloween music. I am so glad Jackson insisted on us going because I had so much fun watching the boys run and have fun participating in his school activities.

The Green Alligators

 Just weeks before Maelyn was born Andersen started his first season of soccer. I was worried how the season would go because the practice day Andersen wanted nothing to do with it. Come game time he was a completely different kid. Andersen was so excited about his first game! Not sure if his excitement was for the actual game or just for his own uniform. He loved putting everything on, including his socks all the way up his thighs. I only got to go to the first few games and the very last game because of me being in the hospital or home with Maelyn, but for the most part Andersen played the entire time every game. There was one day that he spent the game pouting on Nana's lap refusing to play, but that didn't last long when he realized he didn't get the team treat afterwards if he didn't play. Its amazing to see how Andersen and his buddies developed in their skills just within a handful of games. Andersen has always played aggressive and not afraid of the ball but he also was the one running the other team over resulting in him always falling down on the grass. Towards the end of the season he got that all out of his system and was running with the pack. No goals out of Andersen this season but overall I think he did amazing for his first season of soccer. 

Can't wait until next season little booger! Good job Green Alligators!

(Top:Coach Travis, Jaden Christiansen, Issac Young, Andersen, Connor Mather, Coach Scott, Bottom: Cash Smith, Parker Christensen, Bronco Osness, and Landon Fenton. 

Not in picture: Addison Pack, Jake Howard)

Maelyn's Birth Story

Our baby girl has finally arrived! On September 25, 2012 Maelyn Grace was born at 11:12am weighing in at 6lbs 2ounces and measuring 20 inches long.

The story begins weeks before this special day though. As this pregnancy draws to an end and I am visiting Dr. England every week, I was constantly getting the same bummer news of my body not progressing. That has never been the case with the boys so of course I am mentally defeated thinking our baby girl is never coming. About 38 weeks Dr. England encouraged me to set an induction date because he was leaving town. Hesitant and really not sure if I wanted to be induced I schedule my induction just so I could get on the schedule and guarantee Dr. England would deliver our baby. (We're 3 for 3 with Dr. England!) Deep down I was hoping she would just come early and I wouldn't have to worry about it all. On September 20th, I went in for my 39 week check and I was barely a tight one and about 50% thinned. Still not enough progress to guarantee I could even get induced the next week so as I was leaving my appointment Dr. England told me to schedule one last time and the day before induction. He wanted to see if I had progressed and to see if he could help progress me farther along so the labor and delivery nurses wouldn't chance sending me home from my induction. Here is the last picture of myself being pregnant. I took it the day before I delivered and right before my last doctor appointment.

Unfortunately only a 4 days before my actual due date and just 16 hours until my induction I was still at the same point as my last appointment. For weeks Dr. England reassured me this was normal and it didn't really matter what my cervix was doing until the actual moment of delivery. So he sent me on my way and said he'd see me in the morning. At this point, although still defeated my body isn't going into labor, I accepted the fact I was going to have to be induced. I decided I would rather have Dr. England deliver our baby than have the moment of going into labor on my own. That night Nate had school and my mom was already in town so she took me and the boys to Red Robin for dinner one last time before our little one would join us and we were house bound for awhile. As we were eating dinner I had 2 strong contractions back to back. That was huge for me considering I wasn't contracting much let alone back to back at this point. I didn't want to get my hopes up so I chalked it up to me just cramping from my doctors appointment just a couple hours before. We were driving home from dinner when I had another contraction, and then shortly after we got home I had another while we were outside visiting with neighbors. That was 4 consecutive contractions which was a big deal for my body but still didn't think much about it since I mentally had committed to my induction. Time went on and I got busy with my "to do list" of things I wanted to get done before our early morning and before I knew it it was 11:00pm and I decided I should probably get some sleep. 1:00am rolls around and I have Jackson at the side of my bed waking me up because he had a scary dream. I told him he could climb in bed with us and he quickly fell back asleep. Me on the other hand laid there for an hour realizing I was contracting every 3 minutes. After tracking my contractions for an hour I decided I should probably get ready. I rolled over to wake Nate up letting him know I was getting in the shower because our little girl had decided to make her own plans for today. By the time we were both showered and packed it was about 3:45am. Both boys had made it into our bed by now and had fallen back to sleep so I walked downstairs to let my mom know we were leaving and to let her know both boys were sound asleep in our bed. She anxiously got up to lay with them and await our updates.

Luckily we delivered at Riverton Hospital this time and it was only a few minute drive. It was barely 4:00am when we were checking in at the nurses counter in labor and delivery. Once I told them my name I am sure they thought I was crazy! They said "we have you scheduled to be induced later this morning, did your water break?". After telling them about my contractions, they said "well lets just get you started a few hours earlier than". It was kind of nice being checked right in. Rather than putting us in a room to "wait it out" to see if I was really in active labor it was 4:30am and I was hooked up to my IV's and dripping away. I had to have the penicillin again for testing positive for Strep B so that was the first priority. Dr. England delivered a baby next door shortly after we had arrived so he stopped by to check on me. His first words were "you are the last person I thought I'd see here this morning going into labor on her own!" He also checked me real quick only to find out I was STILL at a tight one just like the nurses had stated from their earlier check. He went from thinking this was normal to this is strange... "I don't know why your cervix is being so stubborn this time". He said with a little pitocin things could change real quick so he wasn't concerned. He let us know he was going back home to get some more sleep and that he'd come back in a few hours to break my water. By the time I had made it through my first 2 bags of antibiotics, the anesthesiologist had already been called and I was feeling pretty dang good around 6:00am. I always love the epidural! What a relaxing feeling as the contractions slowly disappear and every muscle from the back down go numb and relax. Definitely worth every penny! Dr. England made his second visit around 8:30am. At this time he checked me again and I was STILL at a tight one. He was so confused on the lack of progress, but was able to force me to a 3 and break my water. He estimated delivery for sometime mid afternoon. He told us to hang tight and the nurses would notify him as I got closer. With his estimate, Nate and I knew we could be in for a long afternoon since we had already been there since 4am. We spent the time just relaxing as much as we could. The nurses kept coming back in to check on me and readjust my monitors so I couldn't really get much sleep. But I don't think I would have been able to rest anyways because the nurses were showing concern for our baby's heartbeat. Every time I would contract her heart rate would drop drastically. At first the nurses weren't too concerned because as soon as the contraction was over her heart rate popped back up to where it should be and was going strong. I remember feeling a really strong contraction and I looked over at the monitors only to see our baby's heart beat drop drastically lower than what it had been doing already. I knew shortly after that one the nurses would be back in to check on me. Little did I know Dr. England would be leading the pack my way. It was about 10:30am when he came back in to check on me. I had miraculously went from a forced 3 to an 8 within 2 hours! The nurses and Doc couldn't believe it. Dr. England said "I am thinking we need to get things started. Something is making your little girl stress and she is getting tired. I am going to force you to a 10 and then have you start pushing." He rambled a bunch of things to me but all I remember is him ordering the delivery nurses to get things set up and calling a lung specialist for our baby just in case. As soon as he was all suited up for delivery he checked me again and I was already at a 10. It was definitely game time but the atmosphere in the room instantly went from the laid back funny Dr. England to showing some real concern for our baby's safety. It took everything in me not to freak out and burst into tears trying to find out what was going wrong with our baby. Just the night before (and many months before this) I kept telling Nate how scared I was for this one and how I felt like something wasn't right with her. I know its every mother's worst fear of something going wrong during pregnancy and delivery so I tried to push those thoughts aside until this intense moment. The thoughts kept going through my head as tears are rolling down my face that "this is where its all going to happen, something is wrong with our baby girl and we are going to lose her!" Next thing I remember is the nurse putting an oxygen mask on my face telling me to "take deep breaths, your baby needs all she can get right now". I was a mess but kept telling myself to focus on what Dr. England was asking me to do as I was about to push. With only 3 pushes she was finally here only to have the umbilical cord wrapped around her neck twice. I remember looking down just in time to watch Dr. England unwrap it and realizes what was stressing her out so much. She was so blue but they instantly put her on my chest. The nurses reassured me our baby was fine and I was able to finally relax. I was in Mommy heaven although still in shock from the intense few minutes we just had. Nothing felt better than that new little warm body next to mine as I soaked in the moment with Nate of what a miracle these little babies really are.

After a few minutes of the Dr and nurses cleaning me up, Maelyn's big brothers got to come in from being out in the hall and meet their new little sister. They had spent the last 9 months praying for her and lovin' and kissing my tummy so finally getting to see her, they were instantly in love! Jackson and Andersen were so sweet with her and were so interested in every detail. Jackson especially followed her wherever the nurses took her just to make sure she was ok and watched everything they were doing. It was so cute, Nurse Blanch let Jackson be a part of all the newborn testing they do. She let him be right there when Maelyn got weighed and measured. He was at her side as Blanch did her footprints and even let him help with the apgard test to check her reflexes. They instantly bonded and Jacks never wanted to leave her side.

Thank goodness the proud Grandma's were there too to help with the boys and share our special family moment with us.

Its moments like these that makes a couples love stronger than it was just the day before. I most definitely love my boys, but I have always wanted a little girl too, so finally getting this moment I was overwhelmed with gratitude. Gratitude for Heavenly Father bringing her safely to our home. I felt so ashamed being disappointed in my lack of progress those last few weeks of pregnancy because now seeing the big picture I felt like it was a special tender mercy. I feel like Heavenly Father was protecting her all along because if I would have progressed like I did during delivery and Maelyn drop into that birth canal earlier than just minutes before delivery we would have lost her. That umbilical cord could have easily strangled her and taken her from this world. We already love Maelyn so much and its amazing how something so small can change a family so drastically for the better.

Welcome to your new home and family of 5 baby girl! 

We love you!

"Avenger's Assemble"

One of Jackson's favorite things to do is coloring or draw on whatever paper he can find. The other day he showed me this masterpiece and said "Avenger's Assemble". I LOVED IT! If you can't tell this is all the Avengers and a few other superheros (another one of his favorites! He loves everything superhero) We have starting at the top to the bottom is Wolverine, Spider-Man, Hawkeye, Captain American, (can't remember the big yellow guy), the Wasp, Hulk, Iron Man, and (can't remember the little red guy either). Good work Jacks! So proud of you and I love your creativity!

Little Booger is turning 3!

I can't believe Andersen is turning 3 later this week! Seems like yesterday we were just adding him to our family. Now we wouldn't know what to do without him. Lately he has been our entertainment. He is always doing and saying the funniest things. For example, these two pictures. A couple months ago, before the bunk beds, I put Andersen in his crib for time out. Within seconds I kept hearing loud noises. When I went in to see what was going on, I got this picture! He kept saying "cannonball!" and would jump into his crib. I couldn't help but laugh and capture his proud smile. The other picture is just from the other day. Whether it is him looking through all the pictures or me taking pictures of him he is obsessed with my phone camera lately. I was doing something in the kitchen while he was at the chair watching when he asked me to look at him and then asked "I'm cute, huh? Take a picture of it, k?" Anyone that knows Andersen, knows his voice and facial expressions are priceless. I LOVE the way he talks and how his face shows so much emotion. Another one of my favorite sayings he says lately is "I only have one hand, I can't!". I get this every time I ask him to pick something up or put away something of his. Lately he has loved playing with his friends, wrestling with Jackson or anything that Jackson likes for that matter, anything superheroes, anything electronics, his chocolate milk and apple juice and of course CANDY. That is one of the first thing he asks for when he wakes up is his chocolate milk and then a treat. The other day Nate took Jackson to the BYU game and it was just me, Andersen and Maelyn at home to play. Andersen and I were watching a show when he passed some gas my way and said "That was my butt talking, mom!" Also, its been probably a good 6 months but he is officially potty trained. We have accidents every once in awhile and he still wears a pull up at night just in case, but more times than not it is dry and accident free. He loves his new bunk beds, but has to have Daddy "cuddy" him usually or he refuses to go to sleep. I love that Andersen knows he birthday is "October 11th" (if only I could insert the actual way he says it) and we love his overall goofy, yet really whiny sometimes, personality. Our family definitely wouldn't be the same without him and Jacks would be super bored without his buddy.

We LOVE you little Booger!!